23rd July 2013
Slumped into my leather couch I was covered in packets of all sorts of food and cans were spread everywhere. It had been 6 days since my beloved wife Selena had passed and tomorrow was her funeral. In 3 days I would have appear in court as I was believe to be one of the main suspects in her case but most people knew her killer was, I knew exactly who it was. He knew who he was. I flicked through the channels, most of the weren't working. I didn't get the best TV receptioin in Granada. I finally saw proper picture and decided to watch sky sports news. The whole footballing had just finished and jobs were flying left, right and center. Managers get sacked or leaving. It was all going down. I however was not in the mood for this. I wasn't in the mood for anything. I just wanted this whole thing to be over. I needed everything to be over. My life had constant interuptions from protesters outside my house to threatening messages sent to me through Twitter and Facebook. What else could I do? The whole world currently saw me as a dangerous, sick and twisted man who turned and shot his girlfriend at gun point. I couldn't step outside without being booed. Even some of my friends and even family turned on me. My biggest friend right now was Alcohol and thank to god I had lots of it. I would just drown my sorrows away. Drown my life away. I would have nothing to result to anymore. Half of the world hated. I had 3 main loves in life and I believe they have all gone. My wife is gone, My family has turned on me and I believe even football has turned away from me. My vision began to blur out and before I knew it I was passed on my couch. See really nothing new. This is how my life would be from now on.
Slumped into my leather couch I was covered in packets of all sorts of food and cans were spread everywhere. It had been 6 days since my beloved wife Selena had passed and tomorrow was her funeral. In 3 days I would have appear in court as I was believe to be one of the main suspects in her case but most people knew her killer was, I knew exactly who it was. He knew who he was. I flicked through the channels, most of the weren't working. I didn't get the best TV receptioin in Granada. I finally saw proper picture and decided to watch sky sports news. The whole footballing had just finished and jobs were flying left, right and center. Managers get sacked or leaving. It was all going down. I however was not in the mood for this. I wasn't in the mood for anything. I just wanted this whole thing to be over. I needed everything to be over. My life had constant interuptions from protesters outside my house to threatening messages sent to me through Twitter and Facebook. What else could I do? The whole world currently saw me as a dangerous, sick and twisted man who turned and shot his girlfriend at gun point. I couldn't step outside without being booed. Even some of my friends and even family turned on me. My biggest friend right now was Alcohol and thank to god I had lots of it. I would just drown my sorrows away. Drown my life away. I would have nothing to result to anymore. Half of the world hated. I had 3 main loves in life and I believe they have all gone. My wife is gone, My family has turned on me and I believe even football has turned away from me. My vision began to blur out and before I knew it I was passed on my couch. See really nothing new. This is how my life would be from now on.