Chapter 15
The return!
“Get a ******* grip son, this is what you’ve been working towards, now grab it with both hands”
My mum slammed the phone down and that was it, not a goodbye or anything, straight to the point, that was her all right, she had always been like that, no messing about. It was time to take a leaf from her book, I had to get myself sober, a full week had past since I was last in work.
I glanced in the mirror in the bathroom to see a scruffy, hard-to-look-at image before my eyes. What had I done to myself? I’m in charge of one of the most decorated football teams in the country and I’m drinking my life away. Luckily it was a club who backed me, and an assistant who would cover for me while I was away in recovery.
What started with a simple shave, ended in total rehabilitation, it was something I needed to do in order to get back to my old self. I wanted this so bad, and for Arsène to believe in me from the beginning was truly something I had to adhere to.
Looking in the mirror now compared to half an hour ago was two completely different images. I was reformed into a football manager once again, something I had missed for a full week due to a bottle of whiskey.
It was now time for work.
First of all, I had a number to dial.
“Boro Primorac? Get the players ready, I’m coming back, today!”
Boro: “Y-y-yes boss”
You could tell by that one sentence he was stunned to hear a clear voice from me on the phone for the first time.
Pulling up outside the training ground and seeing this place was the best feeling I had experienced in a long time, to be back at such a wonderful club, it’s what it was all about. For the first time in my career, I had butterflies. Making my way towards the players only made the butterflies get stronger, I thought my stomach was about to explode, but it was a good feeling, I had got my ambition back and I was ready to fight tooth and nail for this club.
Looking up I could see the players gathered on the pitch, waiting for me to approach. What do I say to them all? I’ve let them down, I’ve let the club down, the staff, everyone?
Robin: “Good to have you back boss”
“Thanks Robin, first of all though, I want to say thank you for your support lads, this…has certainly been a tough week for us all. Most of all you guys, you’ve had to put up with my assistant for a full week.”
Laughter surrounded the pitch; it’s what was so good about this club. Serious when needed, and full of laughter when not.
“On a serious note; I am sorry to everyone, you guys and especially the club for everything, I hope you can all forgive me for my actions.
Now back to football, this week is going to prove difficult, we have both legs of the Champions League against FC Twente and in-between a match away at Villa. Let’s get knuckled down and put in the hard work now lads, before its too late.”
The players ran off to train, unknown to them I had a rigorous meeting with the owner lined up.
To be continued..
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