As I sat on my bed staring at the beer cans strewn across the floor I felt a sudden sense of regret. Yes I had tried hard at school getting brilliant grades but well the jobs hadn’t been available and not many people felt like employing a 25-year-old wreck like me. I had many field of expertise from science to football I guess that’s what held me back my love for the beautiful game. Probably all of my debates in class with pupils and teachers alike. My friend was the classic British footballer kick first ask questions later. I was more of a Spaniard many kids are hit-and-hope but I analysed football I mastered my passing until I could play tiki-taka. Despite being a great passer of the ball but a hard-working midfielder at the same time I wasn’t spotted by a football club. After leaving uni I had immediately signed up for coaching badges going to the nearest centre in Llanrumney. Not many people were there there’s not many Welsh managers. I had been there for a few weeks and had taken my test. We had walked into a large hall this is where we had been taken on the first day. I had immediately known I as the youngest. All of the others were between the ages of 30-40. As our coach began speaking I could feel the eyes of the “hard” Emyr Williams in the back of my head.
“I will now announce the top 3 students for this term. I am also happy to say you all passed” he announced I was anticipating this
“In third is Harry Jones with a score of 79%. In second is….. Emyr Williams with a score of 86% no mean feat, a brilliant score one of the best ever. But the best score we have ever seen belongs to our youngest member Matthew Hawkins with 99%”
My eyes widened not believing it. I’d been hoping just to pass never mind getting the best score ever. He carried on with his speech after this. My mouth opening and closing. As he ended we left and I went back to my flat
It had been a month since then it was now July and as I was scrolling something drew my eyes.
FERGUSON LEAVES LONDON ROAD TO JOIN FATHER
Peterborough United have been left manager less after manager Darren Ferguson decided to up sticks and leave London Road to join his father Sir Alex Ferguson at Manchester United. The decision came after the board sold star striker Craig Macakil-Smith without his say-so.
“We are obviously angered at Darren’s decision to leave but he was a great servant to the club and wish him the very best for his future ventures.” Said Boro chairman Darragh MacAnthony. We spoke to fans about the matter.
“Well you can see why he went to United but the b****** should’ve told us first” said fan Anthony Poole click to see more
After reading the article I decided to send in a job application I had nothing to lose. A few days later I was surprised to find this in the paper.
HAWKINS LINKED WITH POSH JOB
As Darren Ferguson left the Posh with no explanation Peterborough United were left option less destined for relegation they were desperate enough to consider 25-year-old Welshman Matthew Hawkins' job application.
Hawkins a Tesco cashier is a Cardiff City fanatic.
"He's crazy about City and football he's supported them since he was 4"
It seems when Hawkins walked into Ninian Park 21-years-ago he made a link with football one that has led him to become a manager.
More on pages 86-87
But the thing is it was true I had received a phone call and was due to meet the board at 3:00 pm tomorrow at London Road. But how did the press know? I asked myself
“I will now announce the top 3 students for this term. I am also happy to say you all passed” he announced I was anticipating this
“In third is Harry Jones with a score of 79%. In second is….. Emyr Williams with a score of 86% no mean feat, a brilliant score one of the best ever. But the best score we have ever seen belongs to our youngest member Matthew Hawkins with 99%”
My eyes widened not believing it. I’d been hoping just to pass never mind getting the best score ever. He carried on with his speech after this. My mouth opening and closing. As he ended we left and I went back to my flat
It had been a month since then it was now July and as I was scrolling something drew my eyes.

FERGUSON LEAVES LONDON ROAD TO JOIN FATHER
Peterborough United have been left manager less after manager Darren Ferguson decided to up sticks and leave London Road to join his father Sir Alex Ferguson at Manchester United. The decision came after the board sold star striker Craig Macakil-Smith without his say-so.
“We are obviously angered at Darren’s decision to leave but he was a great servant to the club and wish him the very best for his future ventures.” Said Boro chairman Darragh MacAnthony. We spoke to fans about the matter.
“Well you can see why he went to United but the b****** should’ve told us first” said fan Anthony Poole click to see more
After reading the article I decided to send in a job application I had nothing to lose. A few days later I was surprised to find this in the paper.

HAWKINS LINKED WITH POSH JOB
As Darren Ferguson left the Posh with no explanation Peterborough United were left option less destined for relegation they were desperate enough to consider 25-year-old Welshman Matthew Hawkins' job application.
Hawkins a Tesco cashier is a Cardiff City fanatic.
"He's crazy about City and football he's supported them since he was 4"
It seems when Hawkins walked into Ninian Park 21-years-ago he made a link with football one that has led him to become a manager.
More on pages 86-87
But the thing is it was true I had received a phone call and was due to meet the board at 3:00 pm tomorrow at London Road. But how did the press know? I asked myself
