18th June 2009
I met up with Simon Jordan last night. He said that I was a good manager and told me to believe in myself. "Me, a good manager...Simon Jordan called me a good manager." I thought, still in shock. We had a chat about the club; the history of it, the current squad and some more things he thought I should know. He left me a brochure put together. It was a great evening really and we toasted my success. I went to sleep at 12:00pm after thinking about it all. I am going to visit the training ground tommorow morning and discuss terms all day. Then on the 22nd, I will get to meet the players and staff and watch them train. I really can't wait.
19th June 2009
It's currently 7pm and I am sitting on the sofa after a tiring day. This morning I went into Simon's office and we came up with my wage, around £4,000 p/w. We didn't add bonuses. So we discussed the bonuses and everything else. Then he helped me find a suitable agent. We then discussed transfers, training and expectations, as if I was manager already. I finally left his office at 4:30pm and then I went home to watch some TV and relax for a bit. But the real thing I am looking forward to is meeting the players...in only 3 days!
22th June 2009
I already know my squad and I'm not even manager yet! It was a great day, first I watched them train and then we had lunch together. I had some pasta and salad. After lunch we had a little 'huddle' time, about 30 minutes when I discussed to them my aims, and other things they needed to know. After that, I met the staff for 2 hours and we discussed everything to do with the club and ambitions. Then I went home. That was the best day of my life, and I am thinking about it now, looking up at the stars in the night sky. Soon my dream shall come true.
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24th June 2009
I have a couple of days off, as I am not the manager yet. Mr Jordan said I will probably be unveiled as the club's new manager in about 2 weeks. I am excited yet nervous and I have nothing to do really to pass the time. I can go on my PS2 but even that has lost it's thrill now. Sometimes I go out to the local park to play a bit of football with my mates, sometimes I go to the pub with them. I really don't know what to do in my spare time. I wish I had a hobby apart from football like music or art, or drama. I'm sure that would help pass the time. However, I just sit in front of the TV watching Top Gear, Friends and Sky Sports News on Freeview. That is really all I do all day. I don't have any work, hobbies or for that matter - a life! My destiny will be decided in 2 weeks.
28th June 2009
The chairman, Simon Jordan has told me that discussion with my agent (yes, I now have one!) are improving and they are making progress. I just told me agent that I don't care about the money invovled really, unless they pay me such a small amount that I starve. I doubt that though. I brought a season ticket, today, for Liverpool, the club I support. I had to borrow some money of a friend, but he didn't mind - as long as I payed him back. I promised to pay him back before the end of July - I get my Crystal Palace wages! Life is really looking on the up, with some dosh to spend and something to look forward to. I can smile again, and I haven't felt this happy since I was a kid.
1st July 2009
Pinch, punch, first of the month (no returns)! Well, I have signed a contract with Palace, which starts on the 7th July and ends in 3 years time! Wow, they must be desperate to give a rookie like me a contract that long. However, I mustn't go over the top, because I perfectly well know that I can be sacked in the blink of an eye if results (and luck) don't go my way. I can't wait to start work here.
*Thanks for the comments guys, keep them coming. I may change the format when the season is underway. Don't go away, more to come after the break .
*Thanks for the comments guys, keep them coming. I may change the format when the season is underway. Don't go away, more to come after the break .
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