As I sat there, at the Champions League quarter final draw, I thought how in the **** did I even get here. I wasn't supposed to win against Chelsea. ****, I even wondered, why I haven't been told I can't manage a club in Italy or anywhere. I mean as a player, my speciality was breaking legs and getting cards. I've brought my playing style to my club. The team has got 105 yellows. For me, that's an awesome number, but for others... We're leading the league only because I tell the players to injure as many opponents as they can and then score. For most teams it is only about scoring. But I, I rank teams about how many legs and noses they have broken. I'm broken.