Do i take it too seriously?
Well, yes, yes i do. I wore a suit when i took spurs to the 2012 Champions league final for **** sake. I even printed off a picture of the Allianz Areana and stared at it for ten minutes whilst listening to the Champions league music on youtube. So yes, i think i take it too far.
Then when we lost the game(2-1 Barcelona btw), i consoled my players, and talked to the press about how proud i was.....in my head.