Chapter 23
Saturday January 2011
Roma Vs. Inter
I'm on it, get on it! The troops are on fire! You know I need it, much closer, I'm treading just a little more! Step on it, electronic, The troops are on fire! I'm much deeper, a sleeper, Waiting for the final trip!
Kasabian was blasting out of my cars stereo as I pulled in to the ground. The crowds slowly gathering around the stadium. A mob of happy Roma fans greeted me as I tried to enter the stadium. For nearly half an hour I chatted and joked with the fans as I signed autographs. Finally I managed to enter the ground, and I entered an exceedingly happy man.
A week previous we had finally got our first win of 2011, beating Genoa 2-0 (Van Der Vaart (53), Pizzaro (pen)(86)) and then just four days later we demolished Reggina 3-0 (Cerci (50, 81), Pizzaro (86)) and we went in to the game against Jose Mourinho’s Inter Milan side sitting in second place, one point behind Fiorentina and one point ahead of AC Milan and Inter. Suddenly the pressure I was feeling at the start of the month had been lifted. We had once again found some form. The only problem we were still having was our strikers were still not scoring.
All the goals we had scored in the last two league games were scored by midfielders, so, after the sales of Antunes (£1.4m) to Portsmouth and Brighi (£2.8m) to Genoa, I was finally in a position to try and bring in some strike power. I had launched a bid for Michael Owen, who I had wanted at the start of the season, and who had become unhappy at Manchester United, I had also sent scouts out to find me a striker as well, but so far they had come back with nothing.
The only downside to the week, was the fact we had crashed out of the TIM cup, losing in extra time to Udinese 2-1. (Totti (68)). But going into what was a huge game for us in the league, against one of our biggest title rivals I was confident we could get a result. A point would have been good, but a win would have been better. Unfortunatly for us, I feared that Jose felt the say way.
And my fears were realised as I had to sit and watch Jose jump up out of the dug out as Balotelli put the ball into our net after just six minutes, Inter hitting us on the counter attack from our corner, which Mexes had, had cleared off the line. We tried to bounce back immediately as Zamora broke through their defence, but couldn’t get the ball past Cesar in the Inter goal. Inter hit the bar in the thirtieth minuta and Zamora struck a post straight away, but we still couldn’t break through. Until finally, Zamora connected with a cross perfectly and out the ball into the net. I jumped up, just as the ref blew his whistle, and disallowed the goal. Jose looked over at me and shrugged, my players surrounded the ref and the fans were stunned into silence as none of knew why the goal had been disallowed. Inter took a quick free kick as I was trying to find out from the fourth official why Zamora’s goal had not stood. As he told me it was disallowed for hand ball, Eto’o flicked the ball past Mexes and Doni all in one movement, the ball nestling in the back of the net. Jose celebrating, his team celebrating as our water bottles once again flew into the side of the dugout, having left my right foot moment earlier. 2-0 down at half time. And as it stood, slipping down to third, two points behind Inter at the top.
I tried to inspire the team at half, and thanks to a rash, clumsy challenge by Lucio, Zamora had to be replaced. So I bought on Benjani. The game was a stale mate for the first fifteen minutes of the seconds half, no real chances, until a Pizzaro’s corner was met by Mexes once again, the ball cannoning off the bar, but not getting the break we needed, we once again found ourselves under pressure, Eto’o putting the ball inches past the post. We seemed stirred by the ball hitting the wood work, Vucinic, Benjani and Van Der Vaart all going close, but then Inter struck another blow. Eto’o had another shot, it flew past Doni and hit the post, the ball ricocheted off the post and hit our keeper on the back, trickling over the line and making it 3-0. Inter were really gathering pace as Eto’o and Zanetti combined beautifully to make it 4-0 after seventy six minutes.
I was devastated, losing 4-0 to Inter, and now down to fourth with AC and Inter both winning and going above us. I shook Jose’s hand and stormed down the tunnel. I wasn’t happy, as I walked straight past the press and went straight up to the players lounge.
I sat there for two hours, making small talk, trying to hide my disappointment at my players. Before finally Sarah came over. For the first time since the final whistle I felt slightly happier. We didn’t kiss, in fact we hadn’t told anybody about that night when I finally went back to my flat.
I had perked up a bit as me and Sarah finally got to my flat that night. I could finally kiss her as we walked in to the flat. I turned on the brand new TV, and turned it off pretty much instantly as our highlights were on. Instead I hit the remote for the Hi-fi.
Handle bars, and then I let go, let go for anyone. Take me in, and throw out my heart and get a new one.
Next thing we're touching, You look at me it's like you hit me with lightning!
Sarah’s Ellie Goulding CD started playing, not one of my favourites but I didn’t care, I was sitting next Sarah on my couch and dispite the result today, I felt good. For the first time in nearly a month, sat on the couch listening to Starry eyed, my lips pressing against Sarah’s I felt at home again.