13th June 2021
I made the announcement yesterday regarding my decision to leave Fulham. I had a long lunch with club owner Shahid Khan and I explained my decision. He was very supportive and understood my reason to leave. He asked me if I had any suggestions for the next manager. This came as a surprise to me.
"You've done a fantastic job at Fulham. We'd like to know if you had any suggestions for your replacement. Considering everything you've done for the club, we value your opinion very highly," said Shad Khan.
I was clueless. I told them that it was his club and the decision is upto the board. But I did mention a few names that came to my mind - managers who gave me the best challenge while facing against them.
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After that, I headed over to the dressing room. I had asked all the players to assemble before they left for the summer break. It was my last chat with these bunch of players. They all knew the decision and I could see so many anxious faces in the room through the window.
"Hello. How are you lads feeling?" I started.
All of a sudden, there were several questions from different corners of the room. Everyone was anxious to know why I made this decision. I took my time to explain to them the reason behind my decision. I told them that I needed a new challenge and I've achieved everything I can at this club.
Not everyone was happy with that explanation. But I took my time and after about an hour of talk, most of them seemed convinced. There were a lot of emotional moments. There were tears, long hugs and firm handshakes. Woodrow, Roberts, Kacaniklic, Burn among a few others came over and had private chats with me. I wished all of them good luck for the future.
It was 4 PM. I looked out the window of the dressing room and then took a stroll around the stadium. Last seven years were a dream come true. Finally, I arrived at the Fulham team's dug out. I tapped on the manager's chair a couple of times before leaving the stadium.
As I walked towards my car, I thought to myself, "Will I come back here again? If so, will it be as an opposition manager? Or may be as a Fulham manager once again? Or will it be just as a Fulham fan? Who knows what the future holds....."
I opened the door of my car, and took off. I looked at my rear-view mirror and saw the letters Fulham F.C. shrink in size as I drove away..........